imagine you call your rich neighbors at the haunted manor to tell them that their cook’s mom just died and you get their lesbian gardener on the phone telling you “bad news but she’s dead” like?? yeah she is??
Please stop attacking the past versions of you. They were doing their best at the time and they got you here. It’s amazing how much progress you’ve made and how much you’ve grown but please don’t think your past self lacked worth in any way.